Friday, August 26, 2005

Now i know y my uncle survived so long even though the doctor mentioned that he can only survived few nites. My relative said he must have wanted smthing b4 he leaves. Somehow they know that he want to be reunited his wife. Actually during his last few days at the hospital, my cousin said she saw my 2nd aunty standing next to his bed. my 2nd aunt died 13 years ago. During the funneral , my 3rd aunt cried suddenly n told us later that because she saw my uncle standing next to the coffin. After settle everything, frm funeral to collecting ash and put at the Place at Bishan. We shifted my 2nd aunt ass and place side by side with my uncle's. Back at his house we were busy packing the house and we came across my 2nd aunt death cert. It is then we realise that the death time is excaltly the same as my uncle. Mayb tats why he refuse to leave then.. Conincident or not i do not know. Maby he is really reunited with his wife?? i dont knw.....
<$BlogItemAuthor$> [+tears+will+fall+] 10:21 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Bid him Forever Goodbye..
After 4 nites of struggling, he have left quietly in the morning, with nobody by his side.mayb tats wat he wan...

Finally after 5 days of funeral, Today we sent him his last journey to Mandai. The cremation is so fast, efficient and high tech.. not like those olden days. its too high tech until u dont feel much during the cremation...i tot is gonna be chaotic, with everybody crying and moaning...but everything happen so smoothly and peacefully.. smtimes i wonder if technology make us human feel like less human.

Its time to carry on with life and to get back to my slp.
<$BlogItemAuthor$> [+tears+will+fall+] 4:53 AM

Monday, August 15, 2005

this weekend is a nitemare, frm thurs onward most of my time is spend in Changi hospital as my uncle is on the verge of dying. Have u seen a dying man? his facial expression? a dying man crying and moaning? Imagine u r the one laying down there, unable to talk, move, can only blink ur eyes and only ur heart and 1/4 of ur brain is working, on the verge of dying.what will u on ur mind?............i wonder. The doctor said he can live the most 2 days but tis is the 5th day liaoz, he really can tahan leh. tml they will be taking away the oxygen tubes to let he leave easier...will u do tat?

Stupid ARMY called me back to do guard duty on Sat because the 1 supose to turn up didnt. The stupid officer removed the tv sm more, our only entertainment. so i sit in the guard room and stare at the wall for 24hrs..tats my weekend. other then tat, my time is spend at hospital accompany my cousins. Its so tiring .

worst still.... my stupid nose is giving problem again.....nose stuck, running nose, sleepy. so sianz....
<$BlogItemAuthor$> [+tears+will+fall+] 6:55 AM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

KL Trip...... Journey to Mid Valley

Tis sat is spent at KL. My plan was to wake up at 5am so that i can pass the custom by 7....but i woke up too late because slept too late the previous nite.......Went to woodland check point at 7plus n it was too packed. so turn to tuas check point. Its a long journey to KL, tok cok sing song , got wei wei to irritate me so that i wont fall slp.hahahah....How to go to Mid Valley??? Easy lah...'Follow the Sign Board can liao' (-..-) 4got to bring my spectacle so cant chiong too fast but got reach 160 lah. finally arived at Mid valley after squeezing through the traffic at KL. The shopping mall is big. at least bigger then ours'. After taking our simple lunch at Food court , the gers start their shopping and we guys ....................go watch movie............. the movie ticket is 11Rm, weekend leh.....but i was told 11Rm is exp liao, usually is 6Rm....hahahaha k lah shopping is not my interest lah....lucky friend's friend was there to show us a place for nice dinner. so we journey to another place which i dont knw the name....the place is like nite market wif many food stalls. we had a nice dinner and head off home......worst the place is so hazy due to the fire in indonesia...didnt wear spec and plus the haze.hahahaha lucky they all got buy insurance.....hmmmmm fell aslp abit a few times while driving back to Spore...lucky can react fast enough....if not kiss the big big truck battok liaoz...............Summarise lah too long.It was a adventurous journey.hahah
<$BlogItemAuthor$> [+tears+will+fall+] 8:03 AM